A BITTER DAY

A BITTER DAY

It will all get erase like this
It will be all forgotten someday
I might smile when the time comes
But I guess I can't help it right now

Even the whether is great. My mood is not...
I think you're teasing me, and I get mad
I struggle because of these situation i can't handle the exact opposite of me.
The world continues spinning as is nothing happened
You were living just fine
It's not fair. It's unfair!
People who look at me while passing by pity me
Nothing goes right
I missed the place where I supposed to get off at this morning
Because I suddenly thought of you, I got off at a Lonesome Station
because It's seemed lonely today of all days.
Tears just keep falling
I walked for a long time like that.
I miss you. Who I've been hating.Yet again
Because when the day that I was weak with no strength to hold onto you were so pathetic .
I can't do anything.
Even though I'm sad because i'm thinking of you again RIGHT NOW.
Even though It is difficult .I'll keep trying to erase you.

No matter what I say. It will sound like an excuse.
Even if I say that all of this was for you,
because you were too good for me.
Because I was uncomfortable as if were wearing clothes that didn't match me.






26/8/2011

GREAT FRIDAY

=D

Past few days was stayed at home,it's freakin bored!

SO....today i went Midvelly for a movie,the FINAL DESTINATION 5
 
Is disgusting but I still watched!! haha xD

After I watched I can't even eat at all ><
no choice,I have to walk walk and shopping awhile to relax .






Then ,
me and darling went to PASTA ZANMAI. Delicious is waiting us again......

OH GOD! why i love to eat so much???? ><


 Some set meal serve here..oh yea...... !!!!


 And finally, these are the 2sets of our lunch~
SATISFY!
woohooo^^

Love my darling introduce me and having a lot of great meal.
eat eat eat~~~num...num...num.....
=)


Both of us noob face
nevermind..ugly together(me: pale face)











LAZY DAY

Tomorrow afternoon need to go for class again, feel lazy all the time.Haizzz...~
My class will be start at 2pm-5pm, a boring subject that is Business Communication.
The lecturer keep reading the slide -.-"
my friend beside me was keep text-ing and her friend's phone games until the following tutorial class.
WTF! Actually i'm bored too man. At last i curi play games together,untill the tutorial start only continue...aha XD
Aiks~ what to do tomorrow?any something new??something that make me more interest in this subject?

22/5

Weee~ I'm back again. And wanna say HI PEEPS!
Hmm... suddenly feel that i miss him alot.
Yesterday, i have a little quarrel with my hubby. It makes me feel down for whole night.
Just because of a movie (related with T stuff),he totally don't like it.
Besides, i'm getting stubborn and hope to watch that movie. He's not happy about it.
But at last i've deleted as well.
Till this morning we get back to our peace and sweetie situation.
Well...i hope no quarreling between us in future.
miss you alot..>>>>> (B)N.C.H













  ♥our love is briliant

25/4

PIZZA TIME AGAIN!!!!!!!!

Wohoo~ delicious.....


yeah.....he ate alot! =P

22/4

Hello guys!! =D
Finally i had finished my final paper today..
Then, i have my lunch at Giant-Pizza Hut with my love 1 : D
Well, i enjoy together with him and of course with a Creamy Carbonara and BBQ chicken wing^^
wooww~delicious! i love to eat..aha XD











Now i m freebiee.Yea..i can rest for a week ,waiting the next semester start!
And what i'm expecting is..i had already did my best in all of the subjects.
I hope will pass it all as well.Between,i have less confident on my Algebra & Trigonometry.
It's really make me headache,i've been crazy hate to study this subject.Although i'm trying to do it hardly everyday.Pray for GOD...let me pass it ! i don't hope to fail 1 of the subject =(

HA! At the following day....what i gonna do in the following day? make a plan ^^
OUTING...Outing..outing~in this week..haha
see ya =)

happy day =)

1/4/2011
Have a Lunch @ Pavilion
♥♥The Manhattan Fish Market♥♥
Actually have a promotion today
Fish N' Chips
is only RM6.99
(normal price RM 15++)
cheap right???!
@@
PThe Lowest-priced Fish 'N Chips in Malaysia - RM6.99!
nyek nyek nyek~~
But i feel that's not enough
At last we ordered
Serving here
this is the 1 i like^^
yeah♥..... 
 yummy~yummy =D
this is the 2nd time i ate this but different place of the first time
hehe
this feler who brought me for twice
haha XD
nice intro
even though can see his face
wakaka
=P

31/3

I was really damn tired in this day
>,<
this morning went for 2 classes
It's started from 8am till 11am,
after that i went back home prepared to go to renew my IC
iiisshhH~
really tired and the weather is really HOT HOT and HOT!!!
My mum said at WANGSA system is faster.
And so, i went to renew my IC with a friend 
Duuhh! i hate my hand sweating everytime thumb print the thumb print machine sure sensitive 
can't scan it and not match.
HAIZ! sien-.-"
At last my friend can get his IC after 3weeks,
but me? 2months! Because not match
 !! GEK SEI !! 

5/2

Today,
I have nothing to say

It's EMPTY

xxxxxxx What i wan to say is xxxxxxx

I just wanna tell you that.....

YOU'RE NOT HERE WHEN I NEED YOU

That's it!

19/2

Happy that you're here this morning =)
brought me a lot of PASSION FRUIT from his maternal grandfather at Johor.
Lol..what i wan to say is......i love the taste but i don't know how to eat.
>.<
Eee.....SOUR!!
>.~
after about 2hours he went back,
rushing to badminton club.
Command him out for tonight!
Arrgggg............!

Disappoint again

18th of Feb.
We met in this week were really less, is just about an hour++
I do miss him.
Between, his having his test recently. 
He have to study and he have no time to accompany me already.
While my Mid-term exam is coming soon, both of us are ready to be busy nowaday.


Is already 1am++,
but i can't sleep in this moment.
I wake up and now here to have my blogging.
I feel unhappy now 
=(
I can't control myself back to my mood and get back to sleep.


Actually today i shouldn't be alone,
i suppose to be with him.
Yesterday i was just thinking that i can meet him by tomorrow.
Unfortunately, sudden get a message ; a bad news.
he told me that he have to back Johor with his parents for 1day.
Gosh! Disappointed..........
but is ok,time pass easily,just 1day i can wait for it.
^^

However, this morning i keep waiting, look forward to the night time is coming.
I hope i can meet him tonight, maybe out for drinks.
(i know he will empty stomach for dinner,because his late tonight)
*worry about his dinner with empty stomach*

Finally!! His back.......=D
8.30pm++
Ya,he told me that he's tired.
Okiee~no choice. He need rest.
While i'm dissapoint again.
Tomorrow's Saturday.
Full of time,
*Thinking*
I hope when i'm just wake up will see him,
but i still don't know whether meet him or not.

It was really sudden to get a msg again,
he told me that he have an extra class tomorrow!
@@
Definitely,heard broken!!
I do not know how many times i get this kind of feel again and again.
It is really uncountable.
I don't know why i can get this news in last of the minute,
really hate to feel disappoint again and again!

In this night, i feel moody+unhappy+disappiont
my tears come out slowly..and drops
Everytimes  of disappointed will afford me some tears drop,
it is can't under-control.

Ps: I can't feel that what you told me 
Said :" Zhi yao tian tian zai yi qi, wo men tian tian dou shi qing ren jie. "
that happy.
At the moment,i'm really happy that he will told me this for sure.
IM REALLY HAPPY
At last??
What he have been told me is just EMPTY......
Is not in fact!
But why?..
Why he didn't make action for what he have been told me before?
Lack of happiness,started from now getting lesser and lesser.
YOU ARE NOT HERE WHEN I NEED YOU

♥The First Valentine's Day with My Hubby♥


@@
My Valentine present
* VINCCI Watch *
yeah!
开心
muax muax~~


吃晚餐时间到~~^^



在网上找了些照片

到了Mid-Velly的
``Chili's``
hahaha..... 
要等半个小时
-.-"
走下走下逛逛,
到了
The Coffee Bean 
喝了杯
摩卡
+
巧克力粉
(my lovely one said add choco powder is nicer)
haha XD
hmmm..........yea~~very nice coffee + choco♥ 


喝杯浓香的摩卡等位子,
感觉真舒服
哈哈哈
skip skip skip


半个小时终于到了
我的出场 =D
 soup of the day
这是他的 =D


都好吃~~~


过后走到我脚都起泡泡了恶 =(
不过没关系
开心就好


希望天天都会那么开心






幸福的感觉吖!!~




XD
天天都是情人节
E.[中酸性情人]:人妻情人

你的性格诊断书
       你其实是一个敏感且富于同理心的「人妻」型女性。无论外表给人的感觉如何,你其实很体贴、很温和,即便天性直率,也相当厚道。你像是一瓶后劲十足的好酒, 刚开始不觉得有甚么特别,可是会越陈越香,适合有耐心且懂得品味的人来欣赏。你唯一难搞的地方是固执,自己坚信的事情,你很难让步,很多人以为你好相处, 其实你有不肯妥协的地方。正义感十足且拥有包容力的你,在人生的道路上,当心变成他人私心下的牺牲品。尽管懂得进退与给对方空间,但是别忘了保护自己。

中酸****情分析
          你的贤慧与贴心,是一种隐性特质,表面上你独立且喜欢主导,不过骨子里对于爱情的配合与容忍度却很强,因此再艰辛的爱情你都能继续走下去。除非对方主动放 弃,你不会轻言分手。你的忠诚度与其他女性相比,也算是比较高的,感性且敏感的你,其实很需要爱情的肯定,爱情的温度,更是生命中不可或缺的幸福。正因为 如此,才华洋溢、任性自我以及异性缘好的对象,绝对不会是你的真命天子,因为你的自尊心受不了他人自私的折磨。平淡的爱情,才是你的最大福报。通常你的爱 情运会有如倒吃甘蔗般,属于越晚越好的类型。
魅力诊疗室
           你的特质是,无论多么优秀强势,只要一谈恋爱就会变笨。学着在爱情的世界里多为自己盘算,会比较快乐。在装扮上,换些时尚些的装扮,或是尝试一些平日没考虑过的穿着,也能让人惊艳。

28/1

hellooooooooowZzzzzz & Morning ^^ 
Everyone knows CNY is just around the corner. 
So,i'm here wishing you guys
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 


Just found a mickey mouse here! haha xD
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Besides that, i just get a bad news from my lecturer. Know what that??
***Assignment***
It was great right??Agree?
CNY plenty of works with me,
I have to do my assignment & also prepare for my presentation.
Plus! Mid-term and Quiz too~
how i'm gonna handle it ??
Any suggestion?tell me how to complete my work?
..haiz...
Let it be, i hope i can complete it as i can.
**Pray Gods**



By the way, my loves one having his test now.
 When i just woke up ,i gave him a GOOD LUCK wish.
^^hoho^^
He's really a hard-working boy, but i'm not =(
i'm lazy sometimes.
HA!
Later will meet him again~happy!
 ^o^
happy that i can see his noob face again.
hehe

"Noob Boy In The House~~~"
hahahahahahhaha```

<3

19/1/2010




她说她再也不相信真爱
我能给的安全感也用完
原本的孤单已变成不安
想看穿却又放不下依赖
我们都怕痛
但又好想试着牵手
两颗心,隐藏在背后
不敢承诺
不想再难过
丢弃回忆重新来过
让我永远牵着你
把手给我