30/8

wooww~
this morning wake bout 7++am
quite sleepy actually..
still wanna back to find my chow budden..
hahaha~
coz i slept bout 3 last nite..
aiyoyo~
sleepy nia...


after i went back to my house wait for mumiee back and fetch me go eat mum mum
wakaka~
damn hungry...
.......

12++pm
me & my family all went to restaurant
"HEE LAI TON">"HEI LOI DENG"{in cantonese}
makan makan~~~
eat a lots!!!!
but unfortunately..

omg...... someone(1 of our relative) is showing a bad habits in front of us...
damn him!
my youngest cousin sister is gonna take her food..
how can U turn the food on the table without saying "excuse me" when a person is taking her food?!
even he's my uncle..
but anyway..
tis is a manner ok?
everyone is looks frighten face to him...
but he just feel as normal
==
pls la!

finished eat...
on the way we went back home..
we all talking bout the same topic..
actually we'r not purpose to talk bout him..
but it's true...
his atttitude...
haiz....
anyway hope he can change his bad habits..


ohya!
haha...
btwn im watching "BLACK & WHITE"
hahaha~
like it!!
is gonna continue now....
wakaka~
seee ya^^

26/8

headache now...
issshhh~
dunnno wat to write..
but ..
i'm still wanna blog tis..
haha~

my fren just msg me go KLCC ...
haiz..
i also hope to go wit eu~
but..
haha..
if u get licence and eu can fetch me i sure GO!!
haha,..
im really bored at house man...
who can help me???!!!!!!
ANYONE????????


exam is comingg~
school reopen....
aiks~
dizzy..
damn hate!@@

~对或错~



我一次又一次的被你打败..
还记得..
你对我说过..
??在乎你躲过我在乎你..
是!
或许你说得对!
谁在乎的你多只有你知道..
你需要我的时候..
只是偶尔叫我陪你..
但你都不是每次找我啊..
就那样说我不在乎你?
算了吧..
我真的不知道怎么说了..
也许你要的我却给不到你..
可是说真的..我都很在乎你..
你怎么连我那么在乎你你都说我没在乎..
唉~
就算我没在乎你好了...
现在的我已经什么都不能做了..
只好默默的站在一边看你和帮你...






25/8

梦~~@@




昨晚整晚都发同一个梦...
直到今早..可是我好开心...
哈哈...都不想醒了..
好希望这些都是现实的...
可是...
我知道...这部可能会实现...
一睁开眼睛全部都消失了...


今早刚醒来...
当我朦朦胧胧的时候...
我就信息他了...
聊了一下..
过后就忙我的东西了.......

学着放弃

嬉笑.. 打闹.. 拥抱..
留下了那么多开心合照,
互相取暖依靠,熬过了最低潮..
一起生活也一起埋怨过..
走过最好与最糟..
我在心里想的不用说明..
你知道..

晨昏日夜颠倒,
这房子突然没从前热闹..
散落一地微笑没有人去打扫..
感情很微妙..
再多付出也好,再多关心都徒劳..
爱从来就没有固定的轨道..
它最后停在哪里谁知道..

我的难过是如此低调,
因为不想打扰,
我在寂寞的墙角努力的对自己好..
你用微笑回报,
朋友或情人不重要..
我的悲伤是如此低调,
傻子才会哭闹,
就算你发现也好..
我想你一定会选择假装不知道,
只怕我自己的掩饰不够好...

22/8

few days never update my bloggiee dy~


btween....
i'm feel unhappy sudd...
just a fren...
unhappy tat eu didn't tell me eu're moody for few days dy..
but i dun even know it..
when the moment eu told me the reason..
i just like get shock..
i stop there 4 a few second
..............................................
but actually i dunno wat am i shock bout...
i cant describe that feel...
haha~
mayb i dunno how to say out my feel again...
ben ben de ~


anyway i just wan eu to be happy~

how to saAyyy????

Everyday, I try to play, another game
But my heart can't take it
I try to find, another 1
But all the while, I can't face it
Why do I miss you so much?
I wanna stop this hurt inside
I know cause I'm living the same lie
So one of us has got to say
We can't keep living the same way
i'll say it again
come back to me
In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be...
I wanna call, but then I stall
Cause after all, I just couldn't take it
Cause if your play was to push me away
You know that day
My heart you'd break it
I know we made a mistake
Can't you stop your foolish pride
And I can see that you think about me
So why do you act like you don't care
Like all this love between us isn't there...
I know that you're upset
I know I did you wrong
I know you want me to pay for all the pain I've caused
But in the end it all comes down to just one thing
It's you and me.......

nic3 DreAmmm~~

10/8


haha..
today i finish my maths tuition class at 5.45pm...
is late~
normally our class is just till 5.30pm..
haha..15minutes extra 4 us..

between when i'm just step in my house feel very sleepy..
after my shower straight away take my nap..

haha...
i'm just dream bout something......
ehheeeem.........~
quite funny & 38..
haha..
but i'm happy to have this dream..
hopefully it's true..

(ps: sorry.. i cant say out...btwn tat's my secret..xixixi^^)


after dream i wake myself & look at my phone immediately ....
haha...saw someone msging me..
so..i'm just tell her i dream bout someone..
but i didn't let her know what am i dreammm about..
wakaka~
afetr tat i go & wash my face
& blablabla*****







**END**

smil3ee ^^

4/8


hahaa...my mood is very good today...
dunno wat making me very good in mood ..
today our school have a seminor just for all form5 student..
while waiting the seminor start me and my fren all sit together in 1 group& chit chat...
they all joke a lot...
hahah...
we all really 38 le....
especially WENWEN!!!
haha....
make me keep laughing non-stop..
till my stomach pain and face lik tomato~
@@
but lastly the people who coming present for our seminor didn't come..
haha..
we all still keep on waiting till before recess 2nd period...
haha~i think long time didn't enjoy joking & laughing(whole day) with eu guys dy..
is quite good for me today..i like it..
hope everyday is the same too..
haha..
btwn i also need to study for my SPM..
think botu that....
headache..aiks~~~

izZit true??...

3/8

today many friends asking me..
"why eu look bad mood today?"..
izzit true?
hmmm...
i don't think so..
maybe yes or maybe nope..
or maybe.... i'm just felt sleepy~


to
day econ's teacher call me stand up to answer question...
but i didn't know what's the answer...
maybe teacher saw i'm dreaming..
actually im darn sleepy at the moment..
fortunately, the malay gal besides me tell me the answer..
haha....thx AIN~

after recess im still very sleepy~
science..the 2nd period i asleep...
luckly teacher didn't saw my head keep drop down..
but im sure my friend beside me knew im asleep..
haha..bm i can sleep in 2 period till the school bell rang..
oh my god.......
tell me why am i sooo sleepy today??.......




@.@
1/8


something is over..!
just let it pass...
don't think too much k..
& don't keep on asking me bout that..
coz is just a pass..
who i need i think eu know..
everyone can dun believe me..
except "YOU"

hope eu can understand wat i mean..
i had found alots
way to forget wat she had told me from the last msg she sent to me...
but this doesn't mean i find the way to forget eu...