30/7

boring boring boring~~
what can i do now?
damn bored...
& so...
i'm keep find something to do...
slept 3times today...
@@
iissshhh~
what the............
feel like keep sleeping for whole day...
but it doesn't mean i'm tired....

Arrrrghhh!!!!
suddenly my throat == not feeling well...
what's wrong??
feel dry...
=(
drink water ???
no use!!!
drink already is equal to never drink before,is still  the same...
hate it!
make me feel dont wanna talk at all..
well...
i'm just keep quiet,hate to talk a lot..
make me more suffer><
half day being quietly...
hahahahXD
long time i've never been quiet like today..
hmmmmm....
...

be silent!!!~~~
& lookin at "somthing" day dream...
haiz...
how come??
think a lot of stuffs again==
how can i stop it????
annoy
i dont wanna to be alone here stay infront of my computer...
god...........do eu hear me???

or maybe i can try again those "action" i've tried before??
sleep?,eat chocalate & eat eat eat?,or something else?.........

wake up wake up!!!
your life will be better & better,just try it...~
dont be mad again & again(foolish)
haiz.....haiz...haiz....................................~

anyway
( I HOPE SO~)

22/7

thanks for accompany me nowaday since i'm losing  someone from last months..
(it is came from my heart)
is real...
i know he hope i can smile more..
i'll try my best..
don't worry~
he brought me 
eat n eat n eat...
exercise (i'm fat)
chit chatting+here & there walk around..
include somewhere that i totally cant image bout it..
is amazing..
surprise~i love that view^^
relax & those sadness is gone..
it is good to me so that i wont think too much
( the moment)
sadness stuffs
i'm very appreciate bout what he did...
thanks a lot...

that's all my feelings...
i hope he will get it...
"i'm back to be happy"

5/7 Rojak心情


每当一再而再的想起
那甜蜜的小插曲,
脑袋就会不自禁抗拒
又思念你的情绪,
可是寂寞有时太清晰
心碎雨将我的心一点一点点散去...

每当耳际一再的响起
你离开后的回音,
视线就会不经意逃避
笑容背后的同情,
还剩这个空荡的躯体
心碎雨将我的心一点一点点变成雨滴...

的自由还有选择的时候,
的幽默还没有褪色以前..
是否还会在身边?
的寂寞还有界线的时候,
的温柔还没有老去以前..
是否会在身边?
感情总是会有起伏
生活偶尔属于盲目,
可是没有权力介入想追求的幸福...

在凌晨喧闹的1,2点~
亲爱的,怎么不在身边??
们有多少时间能浪费?
电话再甜美,
传真再安慰,
也不足以应付不能拥抱的遥远..
一个人过一天,像过一年
海的那一边;
乌云一整片
很想为了快乐一点...