=(

早上一睁开眼睛却没看到他的信息

也许昨晚要去玩没空吧

还是我没回复他呢?

可能他已经忘了说好的每一个晚上的哪个承诺

起床后想信息问问~

可是...不知道为什么一直犹豫不决的..

都飘着"发还是不发这信息好"

就这几个字

为什么发一封信息都那么的困难?

现在的我不知道是抱着什么心情

生气?

还是失望.......?

矛盾

听朋友说到了一些另我怀疑的事情...

不知道是真还是假...

就算这都是假的也不代表以后不会发生...

我觉得...

这件事将会到来...

我好害怕~

也不想失去现在每一天的开心...

就算做不到他心中的那个唯一的人...

我也希望能好像现在那样..

我唯一需要的..是他

能天天看到开心就已经足够了..

今天我突然有一种预感

而且...

我觉得这应该也将会出现

如果是真的出现了

怎么办????

我不想再重复那种感觉

真得很痛

每天都要想该做些什么去麻醉我心里的痛

好让我心不会再那么的痛

这些或许是自己找来的~

有些事不是说好像有人说的没有信息了就不可能会在一起

反而这变成相反的

如果真的实现了

不知道之后的我会变成多寂寞

ps:希望你能一直一直的在我身边陪我..

**By Mico**

16/12 nite life^^

~FULLHOUSE~

it is really really nice~

i like it very muchiieeee~

hahaha...

delicious food here to serve^^

mushroom + almond soup

chicken chop~yummyy

chocolate + mint with a spegetti

~~hohoho~~

LAVENDER TEA

 

 

 

 

 

wowww~a lot of sun glasses here..

hiak hiak hiak~

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16/12

this morning wake up bout 9am back to school return text book~
ooppss!!
3 books didn't wrap..
at last get fine rm3 to SPBT~
==

after bout 12pm~
when to play badminton with my frenZ..
haha..
is good..
long time never excercise already..

@everyone get rest for awhile @

haha..my sis pull me up to take pic with her ==

~this day really damn tired~

ps:1day call me out play agn...haha..really syoookk~waiting eu guy^^

heavy rain T.T

today i went to ts in the afternoon..
omg...
stupid bus still not exist==
the sky is starting darker & darker...
shit ~!
at the half way heavy rain...

plus,the metro bus didn't stop at the pudu jail n  just pass over..
is flood over there..
the side road full of those dirt water...
eventhough taxi cant drive close to the side way..
luckly meet with a geng whose going to ts too~
take taxi together..
even they borrow umbrella to me but my back is all wet..
 is really thanks a lot to  them~
one of the guy wet from the up till the end..
silly man...

finally reach the place...
waiting someone come...
hahaha..
after that we went to watch ........

"JUMP"

it is great..
make me feel wanna jump...
haha~jokinggg~
eu know why???
haha..
coz have a great hip hop dance to let me watch..
wakaka~
lame rite...?
btwn i love to dance...
for sure will sensitive bout this sort of things..
keke^^

on the way back

while waiting bus back home~

it was really xxxxxxx!

the bus was passing by n crash a bottle

those water spit out on my body so suddenly while having a call from my mum..

damn it!

yucks~

at the half way home(drive with my car)

almost get accident at the T-junction...

get shock a lot..

just a little bit distance...

A BLACK such of the car fly over@@

but i know that i'm wrong too..

talking phone while driving..

=(

sorryyyyyyy~

complicated~

sometimes i felt weird n complicated..

i rather missed XX a lot or maybe keep thinking bout XX suddenly

sometimes..i dun feel tat i'm not really care bout XX

it can just a weird feeling...

is't that something makes me to ignore XX???

or maybe something else??

Although i have tis feel but at last i didn't did it...

AAAARRHHHH~

what i wanted...?!

___Tell ME___

9/11

just went back from my dinner~

iissshhh~
feel lazzy but at last i'm still sitting in front of my comp..
hahah...
very quiet ..
my parents in room plus my sis too..
hmmm....
boring..


hahah~
some1 is going GENTING~
woooww~
heard tis again..
long time never been there..
hope can go again..

ps : miss you~

tired~

woohhoooo~

finally finished!!
the exam^^
long time never touch my comp..
haha..
miz eu guys~
dunno how eu guys lives now..
btwn hope eu all fin3 & the important >>h@ppYyyyyyyyyy~


ppheeew~
9/12
was xiao hua b'day..
v went to neway to give surprice
haha..
sor por still cried out~
get touched from us...
after v enjoy the b'day cake``
wakaka~
is a chocolate cheeseeeee cake~
nyek nyek nyek~
but it is really full..

after sing k v all continue to "FUN OK"
omg...
i was feel faint@.@
mayb i was drink too much..
n ply games which is make me really damn shy =(

hahah~
v took a lot of pic..
is really funny...

i will upload those pics later on...^^