她说她再也不相信真爱
我能给的安全感也用完
原本的孤单已变成不安
想看穿却又放不下依赖
我们都怕痛
但又好想试着牵手
两颗心,隐藏在背后
不敢承诺
不想再难过
丢弃回忆重新来过
让我永远牵着你
把手给我
25/12圣诞节快乐^^
哈哈..在这里先跟大家说声=)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~圣诞节快乐啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``^-^
Eheemm....今年跟去年一样,一个人过...
唉~不过...无所谓吧..
幸好还有我的家人,我跟家人去了[不见不散]吃晚餐...
叫了好多东西唷～
饱饱,..饱饱...满足满足!!嘻嘻
不过也很开心爸本来今天要留在公司点货,可是他今天早回家哦
好棒呀!!^.^
开心开心
过后10.30pm回家到了
洗个澡后.....
哈!就像现在的..上网聊天等12点..
呵呵
还以为今年的倒数会多一个人陪我呢..
结果也是一样 =)
没什么分别...
很奇怪的是...今年的惊喜竟然是9.50pm一个人告诉我说"圣诞节快乐"
然后睡了
也太早了吧?? (-.-")
太可笑了啦!
这样我已经很开心了?
无所谓了..习惯就好
如果没有它的出现,就我所谓的单身时候或许会比较开心吧?(我会当我还在单身的了)
因为有没有他也是没什么分别
连倒数都没跟我过更没有等着12点来临的气氛告诉我说"圣诞节快乐"
他所给的气氛只是在9.50pm时说的那句
但我知道明天需要早起
醒来准备出发
算了吧
我们的一日游到BUKIT TINGGI去^^
哈哈~就是这里!!
我们来咯!! =]
希望明天不会影响我们的心情
散散心
这几天我真的心情很低落
他就是不知道我为何这样,我说他说的闷了,真的闷了
我不知道还能怎样做
明天开心的走走把过去几天的不开心都散掉
这就是我想要的
END
22/12 how come???
We need break or rest for some of the problem between you and me.
Between, i don't know where's the problem from.
haiz~
I feel that >.<
DISAPPOINTED!!
Honestly, i'm really unhappy and moody in this 3days.
Well.....is just a moment that you're here last night with me,
the feel is back...back to my mood.
It is fun to me when you together with me to have our small activity,
wrapping present for the Christmas.
Thinking...................
Are you the one suitable for me??
Sigh...!
Fed uP la weh..
I hope that we can find out what and where the problem between us.
It is important!
Please! Happiness...where're "you"??
Why you'll gone so sudden.........................?
Do you hear me?? =(
21/12
I felt sad and moody in this 2 days night. What am i thinking?
It is different from the previous day,
something that you told me and your answer,
i felt that i am always doing something that wasted on you.
Tonight, I am the one "Smiling With Tears" :')
I think i did something that make you worst.
Something make me feel that i have to break up with you,but i'm just scare sometimes go off into wild flights of fancy.
I don't hope for sometimes of cranky made regret in this case.
I've been think a lot of those stuffs,i know that's my problem.
Sorry about that...sorry about what i think of it.
Really confuse about that,
no matter what i said to you,
i feel that...it is different idea with you,
it is on indifferent things.
Is't that our distance is getting more further?
Indeed i am a bored person.
I am silent always, definitely!
And so, i trying to make some fun,joke or kidding.
At last you take it serious.-.-"
Maybe i don't know how to joke with others and that is the weakness of me.
I did this kind of stupid things hope to get more fun but not the begin of sadness.
It is really headache about this,
i hate this kind of feel!
It is making me to thinking more and more of the bad stuffs.
i hope tomorrow will be okiee..
And the others following days~
I pray~......don't make me sad again..
It is different from the previous day,
something that you told me and your answer,
i felt that i am always doing something that wasted on you.
Tonight, I am the one "Smiling With Tears" :')
I think i did something that make you worst.
Something make me feel that i have to break up with you,but i'm just scare sometimes go off into wild flights of fancy.
I don't hope for sometimes of cranky made regret in this case.
I've been think a lot of those stuffs,i know that's my problem.
Sorry about that...sorry about what i think of it.
Really confuse about that,
no matter what i said to you,
i feel that...it is different idea with you,
it is on indifferent things.
Is't that our distance is getting more further?
Indeed i am a bored person.
I am silent always, definitely!
And so, i trying to make some fun,joke or kidding.
At last you take it serious.-.-"
Maybe i don't know how to joke with others and that is the weakness of me.
I did this kind of stupid things hope to get more fun but not the begin of sadness.
It is really headache about this,
i hate this kind of feel!
It is making me to thinking more and more of the bad stuffs.
i hope tomorrow will be okiee..
And the others following days~
I pray~......don't make me sad again..
early celebrating for my angel xiiao hua's b'day
We're late in this day. Me ,xiiao hua, bao,chin are suppose to reach Times Square before 11am, coz Bao booked 11am Neway K room.We reached about 12++pm. At last we change to 1pm the reason is all of us late together. hahahaXD
And so ,we went to OLDTOWN yumcha
♥surprise that my MOCHA have a love shape on top♥
nice~new idea of Times Square's OLDTOWN
hahaXD
We started at 1pm - 6.30++pm.
Fuiyoo~~ syok! i love to be with them . It was freakin crazy !!
Just took few pictures here.
isssh!~dark..but never mind still have a lot picture on my angel xiiao hua n bao's handphone^^
my angel xiiao hua is the most prettier 1
aha =)
never mind if i'm ugly
happy =D
Felt sorry to have some excuse for the night session. Because of some reason i can't go with them. :(
But anyway, i enjoy with them all the time =D
1/12
OH MY GOD
my mum, my dad!!
final exam is coming coming comiiing......................=(
Still have 1day more is my final of English Foundation. I think everyone know that my English is damn pooor. i can't imagine how's my result. i don't hope to fail it. It is wasting my time to take others subjects. What to do?? English is nothing to study,it is relying as usual speak and knowledge and plus my writing skill is really poor for example essay...Aiks~i've no eyes to see anymore. So what can i do for it? T_T
This morning i just get my Intro To Business mid-term and assignment marks from my friend. What the SHIT mark! Only a word to describe is "SHAME"!! Less than half of the percentage with both. But i've try my best to study in this subject. Although i hate something about BUSINESS,but as my future i have to study this course. Maybe i still can accept this fact. BUSINESS is bored all the time,I've been fall asleep in few classes of this subject. I don't have much confident in this subject
Study is hard to me!
my mum, my dad!!
final exam is coming coming comiiing......................=(
Still have 1day more is my final of English Foundation. I think everyone know that my English is damn pooor. i can't imagine how's my result. i don't hope to fail it. It is wasting my time to take others subjects. What to do?? English is nothing to study,it is relying as usual speak and knowledge and plus my writing skill is really poor for example essay...Aiks~i've no eyes to see anymore. So what can i do for it? T_T
This morning i just get my Intro To Business mid-term and assignment marks from my friend. What the SHIT mark! Only a word to describe is "SHAME"!! Less than half of the percentage with both. But i've try my best to study in this subject. Although i hate something about BUSINESS,but as my future i have to study this course. Maybe i still can accept this fact. BUSINESS is bored all the time,I've been fall asleep in few classes of this subject. I don't have much confident in this subject
Study is hard to me!
27/11
今天一早醒来
想到了assignment还没做好快快地跑去做
研究了好久还做不好
头痛头痛~~
突然他传来一封讯息说他不舒服了
回复他过后我坐在那边看着我还没做完的纸
停了下来>发呆
心跳很快
感觉上没心情继续我的assignment
30号要交了
我不会做 =(
担心担心担心～～～～～～～～～～
想到了assignment还没做好快快地跑去做
研究了好久还做不好
头痛头痛~~
突然他传来一封讯息说他不舒服了
回复他过后我坐在那边看着我还没做完的纸
停了下来>发呆
心跳很快
感觉上没心情继续我的assignment
30号要交了
我不会做 =(
担心担心担心～～～～～～～～～～
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