31/7

friday again...
very fast..
just saw something make me cry..
actually i dunno wat for..
and..why i wanna cry bout tat..
stupid me!


4"her"~
something...
i understand wats means by FRIENDS FOREVER & EVER...
watever eu like...
nothing gonna change...
no one can force eu to do anything..

and now...
i really understand wat eu mean..
i'll try my best...
sometime dunno y..
im just not dare to talk with eu..
wat's reason?!
i really dunno..
but at least i got try must best..
i tried to look at eu..
but actually my heart beat very fast..


and....
i think i have to think further more..
sometimes i'm having lessons class but my brain is not on study..
overall..
i'm just dream & damn moody suddenly..
even wat teacher said i din listen at all..

wed...
i'm still remember ..
our eng teacher call me stand up to read the passage (just 3rd paragraph)
actually i'm moody at tat moment..
maybe teacher saw me dreaming..
maybe tat's the reason she call me stnad up..
but i just read only..
teacher keep call me repeat wat i have read..
mayb she cant hear wat i'm reading..
==


everyday
i'm in school either keep on doin my work non~stop or sleep to control myself not thinkin bout those things..
i hope did like tat can solve my problem..
dun think bout tat...
tat's my way to forget...


anyways..
i tot i'll recieved ur msg everyday...
but not...
dy 2nd day..
eu said still will acc me but....
i not dare to msg eu btwn i'm just scare i'm disturbing eu...

i'll try my best!!!
thx^^